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i've moved

2007-07-31T13:32:00.000+08:00

I've moved!
RELINK ADRESS : http://feelthelurf.blogspot.com
thank you(:

My new found life!!!

2007-07-24T20:51:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps!!! Here's a veri veri late update on my life... For those who has been showing interest in my life, my update is nothing new to you... But as for those who come & go, here's the news... I'm currently loving a girl by the name of Nur Farlyanna... The greatest feeling is to love her and be loved by her in return... We've been spending lots of time together since my workplace is just a stone throw away from her house...

Here's how it all started... Both of us were working in BioPolis at that time... She was working at the 7-11 while i'm next door at Coffee Culture(i'm now a full time barista)... Me being the typical shy guy noticed a new girl in the 7-11(which was her) but never had the guts to approach her... Fortunately, she took the 1st step to drop hints that she's intrested in knowing me... And the best thing was that we actually got to know each other on her very last day at BioPolis... I then volunteered to accompany her to the Holland Village 7-11 to return the store keys & walked her to Buona Vista Mrt as she needed to head for NUH to continue her shift... That was where we ended up exchanging phone nos. thus the beginning of a new chapter of my life... I can still remember clearly ; it was on Wednesday, dated 6th June 2007... The rest is what you would say a great fairytale...

Anyway, she is beside me as i'm typing all this... Cos i'm currently at her house after having our dinner at her gram's house(a daily routine)...

K lah!!! that's all for now... We plan to have a new blogspot to be shared by us... So, do look out for the new link ya!!!
Adios Amigos...Now i berambos!!!! Whahahaha!!!

Final Entry?

2007-02-20T00:02:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps!This MIGHT be my last entry...If u're lucky,this blog will be updated again in future...

Aniway,here's an update bout wads happening on my side of the world...I'm getting my pink IC in 18 days time...Yup,tat means i'm gonna ORD real soon...Leaving behind this regimental status and stepping into a new civilian life...No more being cooped in a boring camp...No more "YES SIR!"...Unfortunately though,i'm feeling a bit lost...I've yet to find a job and my poly application is currently pending...I've got to find a job fast or i'll be broke veri soon..No more free allowance on the 10th remember...?

Let's get to the topic on my life...Manage to get a girlfriend yet..?Nope,not at this moment...I recently bumped into an old colleague in the train...She was a close friend of mine in the past...We managed to talk a bit bout the past thru sms a few nights ago...That's when i realise something...Fer all this time,i've managed to be a good/dear/best friend to the girls...But never have i managed to be a good boyfriend...I can be a veri avid listener to the girls...Someone whom they can turn to in times of sadness and troubles...Someone they can trust to confide in...But when it comes to girlfriends,i just seem to fail...I seem to lost the plot,not knowing what they need...That's a proof that i'm just a bad lover...*sigh*

Fer those who might miss me,you know where to locate me...Drop me a sms or hit me wit a call...Don't be shy to approach me...And there's no charge...Hehe...Ohk,that's lame...Aniwae,here it ends...BYE...

6 weeks to go

2007-01-26T23:49:00.001+08:00

Its been super long since i last updated...In fact,its been more than a month...The reason..?Cos i just cant find any reason to blog...There's no new update bout my life at all...Aniwae,time seem to hav flown by in a flash...In exactly 6 weeks time,i'll be getting my freedom back...I'll be seeing my pink ic fer d 1st time in 2 years...I'll be finishing my 2 yrs of National Service...But deep down in my heart,i kind of feelin lost...I have yet to find a job and i dun wish to rot at home once i ORD...Haiz...

Aniwae,some of you out der knew bout a gerl whom i was intrested in...The gerl whom i tot was perfect,someone who was very capable...Unfortunately,i received bad news a few days ago...After a few days of silence,i finally got a sms from her...She told me tat she jus got attached wit a guy whom she got to know while havin a meal at Mcd...Upon readin tat sms,my heart felt a sharp pain...Hopes were dashed and i was left alone yet again...*shrug*I guess i was wrong again...She wasn't meant fer me...

I envy those around me who are in love...They have got someone whom they loved and tat very person loves them too...I envy the happiness tat they are experiencing wit all the love tat they get...Haiz...I'm still waitin fer THE ONE...The gerl hu can reali love me...

Aniwae,enuf of the sad stuffs...Here's something tat's been on my mind fer a while now...I've been offered to sign on as a Supply Supervisor ni the Army...I was surprised when my sargeant informed me tat i was invited to attend a seminar which will give me a better idea bout life in Army...I'm kind of in a dilemma rite now...My original plan is to apply fer a place in the Police Force after i ORD...The problem is i might not be able to get to sign on as a police officer...And here in Army,i'm being offered to sign on...Argh...Wad should i do..?

i'm back!!!

2006-12-18T00:02:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps!!!i'm back from Rockhampton...It was a great experience i got there...There weather was quite terrible actually and the condition was disastrous...It was so sandy tat u are typically eating sand every minute...K now,i won't talk much bout it...Just look at the pix provided...Any queries,u know where to find me...Sorry fer the x-large pix...Me unable to resize it...

Stoning at the airport

2006-11-21T03:06:00.000+08:00

It's 3am in a Tuesday morning...I'm sitting at the airport waiting fer the rest...2 1/2 hr more to go before the reporting time...You must be wondering why the hell i'm here so early...Simple,are you willing to send me to the airport at 5.15 in the morning?!I doubt so...Anyway fer those who are still ignorent bout what's happening,i'm off to Australia...Gonna join Sydney FC,playing together wit Dwight Yorke...Haha!Just kidding...I'm off to Australia,but not fer soccer...I'm involve in a military exercise,going as a storeman of course...It's gonna be almost 3 whole weeks there...

I'm currently damn bored...I've been here since 12am...3hours have past and i'm getting really restless...Anyone care to entertain me..?Argh...I bet everyone is asleep on their comfy beds at tis moment...Bleigh!K la,i'm gonna hop arnd in frenster...Not tat i have an account there...Oh ya,i saw Harun's display pic...It was our team photo,minus me...I couldn't make it fer tat match cos i had a league game at the same time...Haiz...I feel so left out...

Adios!!!

Flying off...

2006-11-14T01:04:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps...Just a brief update in wads goin on in this side of the world...My 3rd Div team just lose today's semifinal match against 9th Div wit a scoere of 2:1...As usual,i was on the bench till Kev made a really foolish blunder which resulted in the 1st goal...i was immediately called in to replace him...This Friday will be the 3rd/4th placing match against Rsn at CNB...

Aniway as the title tells you,i'm flying off...I was told last Friday tat i'll be going fer Exercise Diamond Warrior...I'll be goin off to Wallaby on 22nd Nov,which falls on next Wednesday...Yup,i'll be taking the plane...Hmm...I wonder if anyone will miss me...Haha...Anyway,do pray tat i have a safe journey...Anyone who wants to contact me,feel free to do so...I have auto roaming fer my hp line...

Tat's all fer now..C ya!!!

Family photos!!!

2006-11-01T12:24:00.000+08:00

Here's the photos taken during the 1st day of hari raya...Pics of teh family in red...Yup,everyone was wearing red except me & my 2nd bro...He wore white & me in black...More pics will come after i'm back from anuder long break...I'll be on off from this Thursday till next Tuesday...I might extend it up to whole of next week...During this break,i'll be working...$ earned will be use to pamper myself a bit...

(From left,Faris,Nurain & fadhil)

Here's a very cute pic of the princess in the family...Yup,she's wearing a tudung,but not fer long...She didn't like the stufiness...the tudung eneded up in my mom's handbag...Oh,isn't she adorable..?Hehe...

Here's the pic of the whole family,minus of Fahmi & me..I was behind the camera and Fahmi was sitting beside me...Notice that Ain have taken off her tudung..?Told you it didn't last fer long...My mom was the only one looking at the camera...And i have accidentaly included a lost bangladeshi in the pic...Sibok la...

Back from the lonnnnggg break...

2006-10-27T18:37:00.000+08:00

Airlo peeps!!!I'm back from the festive break...I was planning to upload photos i took the past few days,unfortunately it has to be postponed...I just remembered tat i didn't bring the USB cable and there's no way i can transfer the photos now...Haiz,so foolish of me...So i guess this post won't be as long as i originally planned...

Aniway,i bought myself some belated birthday presents fer myself...To find out,go and check the other page...I was planning to post pics of my presents today,unfortunately it has to wait...

Here's a late update on my soccer life...I'm currently representing my 3rd DIV fer the upcoming Inter-Formation Soccer Tornament...Yup,i was a late inclusion fer the shortlist and i managed to squeeze myself into the selected 22 players...As expected,i'm 1 of the 2 goalkeepers left in the team...Hmm...I think i have a high chance of being named the 1st choice fer the team...The 1st group game is on nxt Monday,30th of Oct...Wish me all the best ya!!!I have a couple of tornaments coming up fer my social teams...A street soccer tornament on 5th Nov and a 7-a-side field tornament starting on 19th Nov...So i guess my weekend schedules have been pre-planned by others...*Shrug*Good la,at least i won't be stuck at home staring at the bare ceiling...

K peeps,tat's all fer now...Look out fer the next post...Photos will be uploaded ya!!!

Adios amigos,now i berambos...

2006-10-11T18:27:00.000+08:00

Here's the long waited pic of my most beloved sis,Ain...She's currently 4yrs old but weighs like almost like a skinny 7yr old...I can hardly carry her fer 15mins whenever i accompany my mum to shop...But isn't she adorable..?So irresistable la! Just take a look at her cheeks,like being stuff wit 2 chicken pau...And her big round eyes,so innocent looking...But tis pic is a bit outdated la,promise to load more pics of her in future...But 1 thing to caution bout her,she's damn naughty and demanding la...She wil go around disturbing her brothers,and demanding bottles of milk...U read it correctly,BOTTLES of milk...She takes after my mum,someone plump and chubby yet not fat...

Aniwae,back to me...3rd Div soccer team has started training a few days ago and i'm not selected...I'm disappointed but life has to go on...I guess i'm not good enuf fer them huh...*shrug*
I still got my other social teams to play fer,so no prob...Tat's all fer now..Almost time to break fast...

P.S:Shikin,i still waitin fer dat promise...I'm not goin to say anything bout wad is happening to you aite now...Pls snap out of it...

Survival!!!

2006-10-08T23:03:00.000+08:00

Kay people,i've officially survive 20yrs in tis world as of yesterday...Surprised..?Then i gues ypu haven't been checkin in here...Not tat it matters though...I'm glad 7 Oct has finally passed...Aniwae,here's a list of peeps hu wished me happy birthday...

4 Oct : Mira & anuder gerl from myspace thanks to the birthday reminder service fer all members...

6 Oct : Mom wit a present...

7 Oct : Shikin aka gdfren (1st)
: Mom fer d 2nd time(2nd)
: Sazz (3rd)
: Dad (4th)

8 Oct : Idayu

So as stated on top,those are d peeps hu wished me...Mom gave me a long sleeve top from Baleno...Tanx a lot mom,i appreciate it alot...To Shikin,you were d 1st to wished me!!!So glad to recieved ur msg...Fer my bro Sazz,guess u end up being d 3rd cos u overslept..Hahakz...Dad actually forgot bout my birthday...*shrug*He managed to send me d all important msg a few minutes before 0000hrs after my mom reminderd him...Its okay dad,u are too busy wit ur work and ur other kids...To Idayu,tenx fer d wish wen u saw me online...And lastly to d 2 gerls hu wished me in advanced,tankz...Oh ya,almost forgot...Grandma bought a mango cake from Bengawan Solo..Tanx grandma...It was delicious and filling...Yummy!

Tat's all from me now...
P.S : Shikin,i regard u as my bestie as of now...Got nutin to do fer being the 1st to wish me...U were 'around' fer me as a fren fer d past yr...Tanx alot...

Bye teenage years...

2006-10-02T23:23:00.000+08:00

5 more days to go...Yup,time seems to slip pass without noticing...Soon i'll be stepping into a new level of my life...Tat means i've graduated from the teenage academy...Wit the skills i've mastered and the intelligence i've obtained,i venture the next phase...Tat is where i've have to seriously plan my future...No more fooling arnd wit it,time to settle down and know wad i wanna do wit it...If i fail to do so,i might just end up like an outlaw,bumping arnd w/o any achivements...

Looking back at the past years,i realised tat i haven't achieve anitin at all...The only thing in my possesion is a stupid 'O' lvl cert...It doesn't count fer anitin u know...It will only allow me to enter Polytechnic...So let's face it,i've wasted my time in the teenage academy...Wit no proper cert,i'm just an ordinary kid bumpin arnd on the street...So w/o further a do,i shall take control of my life...Get my facts right and do wad i must...

OK,now fer my favourite topic...The inter unit soccer tornament is on Wednesday,which is the day after tomorrow...We predict tat we will face 40SAR again,the team hu trashed us in the group stages...I hope we will do much better in the finals and try to win it...Peeps,do pray fer us ya...

Got to go now...Next update will be next wk...Do look out fer it...

Ramadhan starts!

2006-09-24T23:47:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps out der!!!It's fasting period fer all muslim peeps...Yup,today's the 1st day we're fasting...Fer those who ain't got any idea wad's fasting,in short we don't drink or eat from sunrise till sunset...And it last fer 30 days which is followed by Hari Raya...It's the new year in our calendar...
I had a soccer match early this morning...Yup,i managed to last the whole 90 minutes without breaking my fast...We won the match with a scoreline 2:0...Both goals were scored by two different malay guys who were fasting throughout the game(I scored 1 of them)...It was definitely tiring to both the body and mind...I just have to make sure i hydrate myself enough before sunrise...But it was worth it since it's our 1st win in the league after 3 games...Will be having another game tomorrow morning in camp...It will be between my company against HQ...That will be my 3rd game in 3 days after the 3:2 win on satuday with my malay team...Let's hope i can make it a hat-trick of victories...
Aniway,does anyone have weekend jobs to recommend..?I'm thiking of getting a side job on weekends to add to my finance cause i'm currently paid with peanuts...So if any kind souls have jobs to recommend,pls do contact me ya...I will consider the offers...It's about 2 weeks to my b'day,so the extra $ will be in handy to pamper myself abit...
Tat's all fer now ya...Do hit on the Pack Of Lies box...

LIES! LIES! LIES!

2006-09-22T00:49:00.000+08:00

A PACK OF LIES!
Tat's wad i have been receiving fer the countless time...What's wit human and lies..?Do these two necessarily go together in an equation..?
HUMAN + LIES = HURT
Why say something when you don't mean it..?Was it just to get rid of me..?If tat's the case,you certainly fooled me into going away...I took your word fer it and waited till today...You stood there in silence,leaving me here like a fool...Here's the mini conversation we had a while ago in msn...
ME : So did u mean it when u said bout waiting till after ur exams..?
YOU : NO
Yup,tat's all she could say...Just a simple 'NO' and to you,it's done...You've done your job...Does it feel good fooling wit me..?Toying around wit my feelings..?I waited as you instructed;like a fool...Was it your intention to fool me the way you were fooled before by tat guy..?The very guy whom you thought loved you...
I'm really pissed off right now...Fer you people's info,i'm actually hitting the keys on the keyboard hard,not typing normally...Since you resent me so much,fine!I'll leave you alone...Maybe i was just another of those guyfrens of yours all along...Nothing serious to you...But i wasn't fooling around!I never fooled around wit anyone's feelings!Cause i know how much it hurts!ARGH!!!

Lethargic lah!

2006-09-17T22:27:00.000+08:00

Damn!I'm feeling so lethargic right now...I just can't seem to get uninterrupted sleep nowadays...In camp,the specs will be yelling at the new recruits as early as 5 in the morning...What the heck...And at home,my mom will be screaming at the kids all the time...There's never peace around me...And fyi,i always have a difficulty falling asleep...And when my mind finally decide to give way,people start screaming...Argh!!!Maybe in future,i'll just book myself in a cheap hotel so as to get some peaceful moment...
Hmm...Nothing to update on my life...So let's talk about the coming weeks...Next Sunday is Ramadhan...Hopefully i'll be able to save a bit of $ since i won't be going fer breakfast at canteen...As always,won't be doing any shopping fer Aidilfitri...Can't be bothered la since i'll just be showing face at some houses on the 1st day...But maybe i may go drop in at the bazaars if anyone care to ask me along...
The Chelsea vs Liverpool has just ended...The Blues won 1:0...Argh!!!Ballack got sent off fer stamping on Sissoko while Drogba scored the winning goal...Aniwae,Man United vs Arsenal will be starting at 0000hrs...Hope the Devils will cruise past the Gunners...

Ramadan in sight!

2006-09-05T23:34:00.000+08:00

It's September and Ramadan is approaching...Tat means we'll be fasting in no time...Hmm...Time seems to pass in a flash when you're are alone...I wonder why...Aniway,gotta start saving a bit to get some clothes fer Hari Raya...Hey,i'm doing tis fer the sake of my mom...Or else you can forget about seeing me leaving the house at all...Ouh,except when my eldest uncle comes over...

I'm currently 'surrounded' by people of different feelings...Some sound excited while others are in despair...I wonder how am i feeling rite now...*shrug*...Aniwae,someone seems to have found a new home fer love...I'm not going to say anithing much tis time...I guess she would prefer me to buzz off...So i shall just wish her All The Best...Then there's someone who has return to her former home to continue where it last ended...My message fer her,Cherish wad u have now...Don't dwell on the past...

My good friend seems to be in despair...She has thoughts of giving up and walking away...Hey,there's always a solution to every problems...These problems exist fer us to solve...So have patience and persevere...May all comes well and both of you be happy together again...

As fer myself,love index has hit all time low...The stock market has hit rock bottom...Why you might ask me...'Dunno" is the answer...I can't figure out why there's no feeling fer love anymore...Hey,i guess tat's good rite...Just chilling out and doing my own stuff...No one will interfere wit my buisness...HAHA...So i shall end it here...See ya!

A brief update

2006-09-01T15:38:00.000+08:00

Hey there peeps!Just thought i should fill my blog wit a simple update...Life is still as boring as ever...Aniway,i shall stop complaining bout tat from now onwards...
Here's an update on my SOCCER...My unit beat 2SIR a few days ago with a scoreline of 3:1...And i was playing the GK...Yup,back to where i started...Aniway,we still have hope of qualifying fer the semifinals...*Fingers crossed*Aniway,my amature league will be starting next Sunday..So wish me luck ya...
I was lookiing at the courses offered by SP & NP a while ago...I've decided tat Mechatronics Engineering will be one of my prefered choice..I'll will refer to Hafiz Cico fer more info bout tat course since he recently passed out wit a Diploma on tat...Haiz...I've wasted my previous years after dropping out of poly...Soon,it's time to start all over again...

Back In Camp

2006-08-22T22:16:00.000+08:00

Hey ya peeps...I'm back rite here in this veri chair after being attached out fer these past 2 daes...Raf and me were at 648SIR fer their stocktaking...Aniway,me and 4 other store guys went to eat at SAKURA @ BPP just now...Food was superb just now...After dinner,we proceeded to the pet shop at the 1st floor...Guess wad,we bought two hamsters to replaced the one tat died a few months ago...Aniwae,Jeff got one female and one male to put together in a cage...Both of them look soooooo kiyut la...HEHE....

If any of you wanna inquire bout my life,dun bother...Its still as dull as the last time u peeps here from me...Still livin it dae by dae,not knowing wad miight happen the next moment...So if any of you out there has intresting events fer to me to get involved,u noe how to find me...

Aniwae,here's my opinion bout teh 'GRAND WEDDING IN MALAYSIA'....One word,'WASTREAL'... Can you believe it,they spent millions of ringgit on the wedding..The trays alone cost a few hundred grands!Yup,juz a couple of trays...Can you imagine if half the $ went to charity...?How grateful those poor kids would be..?Haiz...It's reali saddening to noe tat tis brainless peeps do exist...Just look at the ongoing war around the world...All the $ spent could be of so much help in those countries...

VULGAR!

2006-08-15T21:13:00.000+08:00

Here's an early warning fer those hu gonna read tis post...Tis post contains lotsa of vulgarities...Dun get shock or wad hav u...Der's no medic on standby to tend to u...Aniwae,here goes;

FUCK those people hu hurt me fer d past 19yrs and 212days of my lyf...U jolly well knoe hu u people are..If u still dunno,it shows tat u were nvr arnd fer me to even sniff at...FUCK all those words u people fool me wit...All those craps and bullshit tat u filled my lyf wit...Tenx fer all the sadness u people brought me...CAuse gues wad,i just end up being stronger!FUCK all hopes u people created fer me,cause it's nutin but false hopes...FUCK all the illusions put up by u people just to see me smile...Cause u people did it to take away the guilt u people are feeling...I'll be back wit tonnes of guilt waitin to fill ur pathetic lyfs...U just wait and see...FUCK those people hu tot i can never make it in lyf...One day u might just end up polishing my boots...

U might be thinking tat i'm just a dumb kid hu's filled wit hatred and tat i'm being childish puttin up tis post...I'm sorry but u're wrong...I've been too nice to some people...Too nice tat they just took me fer granted...It's high time tat i change...Becareful the next time u approach me,cause i might just bite...But dun worry,i dun tat behind your backs...U treat me gud,u will see the angel in me...Trash me and u will be enlisted fer hell earlier then u expected...

I apologise to those innocent people hu might be disgusted by the earlier statements...I guess those people haven seen the real lyf yet...

Tornament

2006-08-13T22:42:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is the 1st game of our inter unit tornament...We're up against 8SAB...FYI,tat's an armour unit...Aniwae,i'm hoping fer the best...Tat's all the update on soccer...

Now here's an assumption...I believe tat my bestfren has got a new bf...If not,at least someone who's wooing her...She sound so happy in her blog...Good fer her...So i guess i'm not really her bestfriend...I was merely a counselling place fer her...Yup,u read it correctly...Just a counselling place...All the words were just empty talks...Argh!!!Don't matter cause i already knew it long ago...Anyway,all the best to you...I'm not going to irritate u wit my naggings anymore...Do wad u think is best...U know wer to find me wen u nid someone around...

SHOCKER!

2006-08-10T01:57:00.000+08:00

Argh!!! i can't get to sleep...Just dunno why...Aniwae,sumone just said this to me..."Shut up and focus on your non existent life..."Thanks fer reminding me...If ths sumone culd sae dat bout me,it proves averytin...Dat my life does not matter...*shrug*Oh ya,i reali hate it wen you people hide things from me...I MEAN IT!

Aniwae,sometin came into my mind while being cooped in the house all dae...What is exactly love..?How many of you out der can confidently tell me tat u've have fallen in love before..?I wonder,were my past relationships based on love or was it just care & concern..?I've watched many love movies/dramas..I wonder wad's the probabilty of it being true in real life...Will you choose to die faster if it can save your loved one..?I doubt so...So enuf of all tis craps and bullshittin...You people are just bluffin your wae into other hearts...What a sad world...

::. 1st Stage Cleared .::

2006-08-02T21:22:00.000+08:00

Hey der peeps...Today was quite a day different from usual routines...Had the soccer selection tis morning as planned...As i posted yest,it was juz a 'show-face' affair fer me...Now is the 2nd stage coming up...Dat is getting into the 1st team...Tat would be slightly more challenging,but i'm confident of achieving it...Oh,it seems tat my unit is combining wit our neighbour unit...So i gues tat will make us much stronger...Hmm...Tomorrow afternun is our 1st friendly game...We are going up against OCS at SAFTI MI...Let's hope i can perform to my best during the match...It will be a steppin stone fer me to prove tat i'm gd enuf to even be the captain...So tat's all fer now...

ADIOS AMIGOS,NW I BERAMBOS

Nothing Exciting

2006-08-01T19:05:00.000+08:00

Hey,here's an update on my dead life...Nothing is happening arnd here nowadays...No gals,no fun,no excitement,no fights and absolutely no probs...Everything is so stale and stagnant...ARGH.....Hmm...

Here's sumthing,there will be a selection fer my unit's soccer team tomorrow morning...So at least there's sumthing to look forward to...If it doesn't rain la...Oh wait,i'm already been selected the 1st day I step into tis camp...Am i right Ross..?Its true right tat i single handedly prevented SIG COY from getting trashed by HQ COY wit a big fat 0 on our scoreboard...Aniwae,I shall just 'show-face' at the field tomorrow...

As i type right now,NUR just sign in on MSN...Tis is the 1st time seeing her online since we broke up...I do miss her,but dunno wether i shuld chat wit her...Dun wan to distract her since exam is next month...Haiz...HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And to my dear bestfriend,PLS decide on something...Stop being FICKLE-MINDED...Read my profile!!!And pls take care of yourself...

ADIOS AMIGOS,NOW I BERAMBOS...

THE END

2006-07-21T01:24:00.000+08:00

It the end of SFTM...Yest was the last and final day...I wasn't suppose to have any event since both hurdles finals are over...But i decided to bring my attire just in case i'm needed...Guess wad,i end up running two races...LOI pulled his hamstring in his 100m finals...So they requested tat i took over fer the 4x100m open and 4x100 mixed events...I was scared at 1st cos i dropped the baton in the relay during the 3RD DIV TFM...Luckily this time round,everything went smoothly...We didn't win anitin in the MIXED cat cos our woman runner wasn't as strong compared to those from other units...But we did win 3RD place fer the OPEN cat..I was the last runner and could have got 2ND if i didn't almost tripped on my own legs...So clumsy of me...Aiyah,wad a disappointment...But at least got something in return...*SHRUG*

Next up fer me is the INTER-UNIT SOCCER which is starting next month...Fer this tornament,my aim is no less than getting in to the FINAL...I'm gonna do well and hope to get into the 3RD div team...Den i will be satisfied that my 2yrs in here hasn't been a waste of time...K,tat's all fer now...C ya...

WEEKEND SHOTS

2006-07-17T19:57:00.000+08:00

Here's a pic taken last Saturday wit Sazz's digicam...I made fren wit a strange NAKED lady who posed wit her arm over my shoulder...CREEPY huh...
Here's a pic taken tat caught me off guard...We were at the counter in Quicksilver wen Sazz decided to take candid shots...Typical of Sazz...Btw,notice a bowl at the bottom left corner of the pic,it contained some cute tiny beanies..You noe,the snow cap thingy...It is so small tat we concluded it's meant fer BUDDY...Tat is if u ever figure out who is BUDDY...It helps to kip tat guy warm in a chilly weather...I guess i shuld get tat cos it might come in handy in future...Oh ya,fer ur info...My current hair is way different from dat in the foto...K now,tat's all fer the update...Might have a later post...But no promises...Just kip a look out fer it...Pls contribut to my CRITIC board before clicking on the X...

WEEK ENDS

2006-07-17T01:14:00.000+08:00

It's a start of a new week...The last weekend wasn't that HAPPENING...Had soccer games fer both days...Went to ESPLANADE on Saturday evening till nite...BAYBEATS was being held there,so i decided to join a few frenz to check it out...It was quite good and the response was great...It was so crowded,mostly MATS/MINAHS,EMOS and even PUNKS...After tat,had a drink at THE COFFEE CLUB...Andy gave us all a treat...So i didn't even spend a single cent...MWAHAHA!!! K now,goin to hit the bed soon...
Adios amigos,now i berambos....

DEJA VU

2006-07-13T23:07:00.000+08:00

Juz return back to camp after almost 2 weeks attached out...Things are now different,not as happy anymore...We officially went our seperate ways on 07-07-06...The reason..?Let's just keep it under wraps...I went and get myself drunk the next night and end up wit a hangover on the Sunday morning when i got home...After recovering from it,i straighten my thoughts...I won't be bothering her till Sept' since that's when her exam end...Then we will see how it goes...See what she really mean...

Yesterday was the 1st day of my SAFSA TRACK AND FIELD MEET(STFM)...I managed to race past my heats and got into the finals today...Unfortunately,nuting wen rite fer me...I pulled my hamstring in my 110M HURDLES after just the 2nd hurdle...So i was struggling throughout the race and got 6th placing...The 2nd final was my 400M HURDLES...I ran wit an injured hamstring and end up wit onli the 5th place...It was a total disappointment fer me...I always set my standards very high...I was confident of getting top 3...Yet i failed terribly...Damn...Will be back on training on Tuesday...So won't be in camp fer a while...Paham2 je la ehk...No updates...

CLOSURE OF CHAPTER

2006-07-10T23:44:00.000+08:00

The photos tat u seen in the previous post,turn into nothing but just MEMORIES...
Itz now juz another close chapter in my life...
Watever happens was juz a deja vu of previous incidents....

Hopes hav been shattered yet itz not her fault....
Currently i'm busy wif the trainings for my SAFSA TRACK & FIELD COMPETITION...
Itz commences in 2 days time...
Will elaborate more on the seperation wen i return back to camp,most probably next week...

P/S: This post is put up wif the help of my good fren...

HAPPY ENDING!!!

2006-06-29T01:33:00.000+08:00

Hey peepz!!!I'm back wit a happy smile!!!The problem have been solved...I went to Tampines specially to fetch B...We had a good long talk during bus ride...It didn't exactly start that well cause B was reluctant...But it definitely had a happy ending...B finally cooled down and let out whatever was on her mind...

This was what we concluded;
*My friend(AZ) was doing a two face to us...He sms me good words but blamed B in his sms to B...
**AZ was just being immature and his actions justified it...
***B was partly at fault fer not telling me in the 1st place...She was afraid i might misunderstood..(reason accepted)
****We shall show AZ that we are not affected by his childish acts...
*****We are now happily enjoying our lives together...

What's the picture?

2006-06-28T10:39:00.000+08:00

My freind just sms me about something which is confusing me...Yet i can't find out the whole truth till B wakes up...I'm feeling so stress as i wait fer the call from B...Questions start to pop in my mind...
What's going on out there..?
Is it true what he said to me..?What's hidden from me..?
What's the real reason if it's really true..?
All i want is the truth,no secrets are allowed remember..?I've heard the story on my freind's part,now to get the story of the other side to complete the whole picture...I'm so confused right now...I'll be in a dazzed state till i get the truth...*SIGH*

2006-06-28T02:31:00.000+08:00

We took this foto earlier at the void deck after watching movie...We went to watch "Just My Luck" at Causeway Point earlier...The movie was quite good and a bit touching la...After that we proceeded to sit around and listen to B's new MP4...B is so happy when bro bought her the MP4 yesterday...At about 4,we went to BK to get something fer B and bro to eat before sending B home...Then i had to rush home cause i had bike practical @ 6...Luckily fer me,today's prac end up well and smoothly...Maybe i will be booking my next prac on Sat...

Anyway,i was watching the Brazil vs Ghana match just now...Brazil end up as winners wit a 3 : 0 scoreline...The 1st goal was scored by Ronaldo...Yeah Ronaldo aka Fat Bastard...It was his typical goal;doing a stepover past the keeper after being passed through...It was damn nice la...The 2nd goal was actually offside lor..The linesman is cock-eye...Adriano... was already in an offside position before he deflected the ball in...BLAH!The final goal was by Ze Roberto...I find that Adriano... was really bad today...He didn't take the chances that he got...BLAH! And Ghana was doing quite well actually but was let down by the finishing...Their passes was great and managed to split Brazil's defence...Next up is the Spain vs France match...It's a must watch game...

That's all fer now...BYE!

JUST BOOK IN

2006-06-25T22:57:00.000+08:00

Just book in about 15 minutes ago...Today has been quite a bad day...Plans to go out earlier today was cancelled cause B had to attend her cousin's engagement....So bored,staying at home after sending Fahmi back to the home...Now going to watch the England match...Maybe will update again later...Bye!!!

2006-06-25T03:10:00.000+08:00

It's 3 in the morning,and i'm still talking to B...Finally succeeded in uploading photo on my blog...YAHOO!!! This is one photo that i really like...B look so sweet, in this photo...MUACKZ! Hehe...

SATURDAY MORNING

2006-06-24T09:55:00.000+08:00

As the title indicates,its SATURDAY morning right now...I sitting in the office feeling quite sick...My cough seems to be getting worst,and i'm having chills right now...Took my MEDICINE that i got from the polyclinic yesterday...Doesn't seem to be of any help... *SIGH* I feel so bored sitting here covered wit my towel...And my chest has been aching fer quite some time now...

B is sleeping at this moment,so shall not disturb her...She has been having a hard time at work and school...I feel bad that i can't be of any help...*SIGH* I'm waiting fer a call from b as soon as she wakes up...We have been meeting everyday fer this week and i miss her so much cause we can't meet today...*SIGH*Things are going quite fine between us fer now and i hope it gets better from here...B is quiting her job soon in order to concerntrate on her studies...I guess it will be much better that way since she has no time to do her revisions due to time constain...

I shall end here fer now cause i'm feeling real bad due to this stupid sickness...ARGH!!!!Oh ya,i still cant figure out how to post pics on the daily entries...Anyone can be of assist..?Will apprreciate it very much...So i shall wait fer any of you out there to tag me on the instructions....AH---CHOO!!! *sniff sniff*

HICCUPS

2006-06-20T15:10:00.001+08:00

Been a while since i last put up a post...Currently experiencing the 1st hiccup in this new relationship...Nur suddenly told me that she's still not 100% in this relationship,meaning that her love and trust towards me is not yet full 100%...I'm ok wit that because she can take her time...I'm willing to wait and use the time to convince her that i'm the one who can give her the happiness she wants...The problem now is that she seems uncertain...She's been answering my questions wit her very own question marks...ut whatever it is,i'm not giving up...This is just the beginning and its not frightening me away...I'm going to work harder and do my best to prove that this relationship is no mistake...

Challenges don't frighten me!!!
Challenges are only going to make us grow closer.
As a result making our relationship stronger.
Facing challenges is going to change me fer the better!!!

Yeah!!! Yahoo!!!

2006-06-14T11:33:00.000+08:00

Good news!!! I'm now embarking on a new relationship wit a girl who goes by the name NURFARHAH...I'm so delighted that my determination has paid off...13th of June 2006,@ 1459Hrs shall be the very 1st minute of a very fulfilling and lasting relationship...I don't wan't anymore short relationship which only brings temporary happiness and satisfaction...In fact i never wanted that kind of relationship in the 1st place...Yet those girls just 'used' me to get what they wanted...I felt like a trash...

Now that i'm wit Nur,i'm happy enough...B,i will work hard to keep our relationship to its best...I won't take you fer granted and do what that ex of urs did to you...This i shall promise you and you have my word...My love fer you will never depreciate and it will always stay true...Just don't hurt me like what those girls had done to me...I don't think i can take anymore heartache.My tears has dried up fer the past relationships that had failed...I have always sacrifice everything fer my relationships,and it won't be any different this time round...B,you have my word that i will stay true and faithful to you from this very moment...We will work hard together to fill our relationship wit laughters,happiness and limitless love...

B,I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

"Not so LIVESCORE" courtesy of a crazy fella * UPDATED DAILY *

2006-06-14T11:00:00.000+08:00

Group A
--> GERMANY 4:2 COSTA RICA
--> POLAND 0:2 ECUADOR

Group B
--> ENGLAND 1:0 PARAGUAY
--> TRI & TOBAGO 0:0 SWEDEN

Group C
--> ARGENTINA 2:1 IVORY COAST
--> SERBIA & MONT 0:1 NETHERLANDS

Group D
--> MEXICO 3:1 IRAN
--> ANGOLA 0:1 PORTUGAL

Group E
--> UNITED STATES 0:3 CZECH REPUBLIC
--> ITALY 2:0 GHANA

Group F
--> AUSTRALIA 3:1 JAPAN
--> BRAZIL 1:0 CROATIA

Group G
--> SOUTH KOREA 2:1 TOGO
--> FRANCE 0:0 SWITZERLAND

Group H
--> SPAiN ?:? UKRAINE
--> TUNISIA ?:? SAUDI ARABIA

World Cup Madness

2006-06-12T02:15:00.000+08:00

It's already a quarter past 2 in the morning...Back in the office after watching the Mexico-Iran match in recreation room...Was on the phone wit Nur till about 2 before she finally went to sleep...It seems that we are getting closer as time passes by every minute...I wonder where this will lead to,hopefully to the ending that i wish fer...We'll be starting to meet more often now that it's been decided that we will meet up fer a while on my nights' out...Won't be able to spend much time because she ends school late...It's ok,better than not meeting at all...

Okay,back to the World Cup issue...I don't think i would be sleeping much this few weeks up till the end of the tornament...I don't know how i'm going to survive it,i just have to...Blame it on my addiction to soccer...Hey,i don't just watch the matches fer the sake of watching...I look out fer the tactics deployed and the way of them playing it,hoping that i might learn new stuff...I'm really serious about making soccer part as my career...That's my dream la...Hmm...The next match starts at 3 which is between Angola and Portugal...Let's have a little prediction...I think Portugal will be winning it wit a scoreline of 3:0...Let's see if it's right...

I'm currently stuck wit this Rihanna's song which is also my blog's song...Ya,you are listening to it right now...(Unless you mute your speakers la) Nur was the one who pointed out the song to me and suggested that i watched the MV...It kind of tells you what she went through a year ago,except that it's vice versa...Don't worry Nur,i will be around to help you heal that wound of yours...You have my words...*WINKZ*

nO titLe

2006-06-11T16:46:00.000+08:00

Currently multi-tasking in the office...I'm updating my blog,watching tv,listening to Rihanna's "unfaithful" and talking on the phone to Nur at the same time...Don't ask me how i do it...We have been on the phone fer hours...The weather is still quite bad,cold and wet...Guess it's going to stay that way the whole day...It's not helping esp. wit the way i'm feeling right now...I just feel so weird,and i don't know why...

I'm feeling that i'm just one of the guyfriends...I know i shouldn't expect anithing...*shrug* I'm confused arh...*sigh* She's starting to show concern about me,but is it just something normal to her...Nur,i don't mean anithing bad...Remember what i msg you before..?I don't want to be juz one of those guyfriends...I don't dare to tell you,that's why i typing it...I'm sorry...I just don't know how to send it across to you...I feel kind of helpless now,don't really know what's to happen...You said that your cousin was singing praises of me after you told her about me...But that doesn't matter to me because what matters to me is how you think...What's on your mind;that's what i want to know...

iN caMp

2006-06-11T10:48:00.000+08:00

Sitting here in the company office on a sunday morning is really dreadful...But i can't complain much since i 'bought' this C.O.S duty from Nicholas...I ain't going to turn down the offer to make $ la...Had a bad start fer the day...Was supposed to have a soccer match @ Dunearn Sec juz now...Reached the main gate @ about 0850Hrs and found the gate to be locked...So i called Jason to ask on which gate is available to access to the school...That was when he had the cheek to inform me that the game has been cancelled due to the rain...WHAT THE HECK?!?!?! The sky was obviously clearing and does it hurt to play in a slight rain??? DAMN!!! WAs so pissed off b'cos i really missed playing soccer...ARGH!!! So i headed to LOT 1 to get breakfast from Mcd before making my way to camp...

Hmm...So let's talk about happier stuff now...Went out yesterday wit Nur...It was only our 1st meeting but it turned out quite well...We met @ Orchard MRT control station..She was a bit late due to the rain...But it's ok...Then we proceeded to Far East to have our meal @ a Thai restaurant...I had chix fried rice and she ordered beed dry kuay tiao which she claimed to be her favourite dish there...Then we decided to walk to esplanade as planned...Kind of far but at least i got to know that there was this 'THE CATHAY' which was a shopping centre + a gigantic cinema...Hmm...Maybe we can watch Garfield 2 there next week...We stopped by 7eleven to gat a drink before finally reaching esplanade...We got to a bench to chill out and relax...From there,we started to talk about our problems and the stress we are going through daily...She seemed reluctant and uncomfortable about pouring her heart out to me...So i decided to liven up the mood...Made endless jokes and pranks on her which resulted in stomache-bursting laughters...(ok,i kind of exxagrated on that) We were having fun and things started to settle down and we got more comfortable...That's the cue fer me to re-open the topic on our problems...I kind of already knew what her problems were,so i decided to start the ball running...I told her what's my opinion on her actions...Trying to convince her that she doesn't have continue the way she living her life...To my surprised,she started crying on my shoulder...Maybe she was moved wit whatever i was saying...*shrug* Only then she started to really pour everything out...She let everything she kept to herself fer the past year out...I felt fortunate when i found out i was the only person she had ever confide in fer that problems...I told her that i will be someone she can turn to from now onwards...After the 'counselling session',it was almost 2300Hrs...So I decided to send her home...Later on,we talked on the phone till late....

Ok,here my point of view about Nur...I find her to be a really sweet girl...She knows what she wants in life and she's working hard to get it...What she's looking fer right now is someone who can love and appreciate her...And the both of us have lots of things in common...The way we think,what we are searching fer,etc...I really want to get to know her better and at least be a friend who will be therer fer her during dark patches...Frankly speaking,i'm trying to convince her that i can be the guy who can open up her heart,someone who can give her happiness...*shrug* Only time will tell wether i will succeed in winning her heart...Hey,i'm serious about this tau...

Nur,kalau u baca my blog ni,this post is dedicated to you...I'm serious about whatever i've told you...I can be the clown when u need laughter,i can be the friend when u need company and i can be the guy if u need love...

Another disastrous day!

2006-06-04T02:05:00.000+08:00

What a shitty day it was...Everything went wrong fer me...Esp my best fren...What was she thinking???Acting like that?You were doing great all the time...Yet you have to crumble @ the crucial moment...Why girl...?Why..?What happened to all the things we discussed about..?Things u supposed to do..?Instead you did just the opposite and let him get his way...Trying to peace things out fer everyone;that's wad u claimed...But whose this 'everyone' you talking about..?I'm definitely noy in that catogery...In fact,you just added yourself to my list of peeps who are pissing me off...Why girl..?You left me behind twice today...The incredible thing was,you asked me along to d streetfest in the 1st place so that you won't end up alone wit him...What's the idea girl..?You made me eat whatever words that i said to him...

And now you are giving me the silent treatment...You lost your temper on me when i kept questioning you on the phone...Wait a minute!!!Aren't i supposed to be the one who is angry?!Why am i being the one getting rail at?!So much fer trying to be a gd guy...It never pays off and it never will...Now your phone has been switched off...No way to contact you...You're pissed with me huh..?Hey,its true i'm carrying a torch fer you,but i'm nt expecting anithing...I will let you go with no regrets...But only to the right guy...Albert?!He's way off my list...He don't deserve you girl...NEVER!

But whatever happens,a bestfriend i shall be...ALWAYS...I remember all the promises each of us made,bet u can't...No worries,i'm still around...At least fer now...

Back again!!!

2006-05-31T00:27:00.000+08:00

3 wks have past in a flash...N i'm back in camp again...No more Changi Airport...Lots of thigs happened...My gd frens are having r/s probs...I try my best to help,but sumtimes i end up bein d prob...*SIGH*
Went down to YP on monday cos Ayu was havin probs... Bert was der...Things turn out ok,but we got into truble wit dis stupid bitch...Police came down but everythin was settled 'peacefully'...I had to apologise,but only for Ayu's sake cos she was damn hungry then...Didn't want the thing to be dragged longer...

K la,gonna end here...Feeling damn bored...And dis Nora thing is making me confuse...If she insist that i stop msgin her,y giv me her new no.?WTF

eVe of oPs baciNet

2006-05-08T22:32:00.000+08:00

Just book in to camp...Will be going to Changi Airport tmw a for the next 3 weeks...So i guess this will b the last post till further notice...We are suppose to wake up @ 4 tmw...Ya,u read it correctly...4AM...Crazy huh..?No choice...N i dunno wad time i'm going to hit the bed...Aniway.Nora has been koling me this past few days...She didn't say much...Just the usual questions like "tgh uat pe"...Then when she realise that i'm nt talking much,she just put down the fon...Don't really know her motive...But she said she's still single though...Haiz...Entah la...I'm not going to give her anymore ez chances...Will just wait and see wads her plan...I have to admit,i still have feelings for her...

Really bad day!!!

2006-05-03T23:14:00.000+08:00

Today was the 2nd day of the sports meet...I srewed up lots of things....First up was 200m...I thought i came in 2nd in the heats...In the end,i didn't make it to the finals...I was actully 3rd and I lose out by less than a second...DAMN!!! Next is 4 x 100m relays...I was the 2nd runner...But i dropped the baton juz when i received it...DAMN AGAIN!!! Lastly it's the 400m hurdles finals...I only managed to come in 3rd...What a dissapointment...I had a total of 3 events today...Maybe it was due to fatigue,but that's not an EXCUSE!!!So disappointed wit myself...

Then yest night,i dreamt that Nora came to me for a patch up...But it wasn't realistic to me...NO NO...

I have a familirisation shoot tmw morning at Nee Soon camp...Then will proceed to SAFTI MI for the final day of the sports meet...I will be having the prize presentation there...So excited...

Now i'm sick...Having fever and my nose is like a running tap...DAMN!!!!

cHampiOn!!!

2006-05-02T22:57:00.000+08:00

I'm so happy today!!!We had the 3rd Division Track and Field earlier today...Guess what...I got 1st for the 110m Hurdles event...HAHAHA!!!So proud of myself...Maklum la,tk pernah dapat 1st in aniting before...

Now for the sad part...Nora and me has finally parted ways for good...No more turning back...I still miss her though...Haiz...

bOreD

2006-04-23T23:10:00.009+08:00

Kind of just book in...Things with my gf are back to normal...But i wonder how long it's going to last this time...I actually went to her house on Thursday,and met with her dad...I was kind of trembling inside before i finally knocked on her door...Her dad answered the door,and ask who i was...I said i was Nora's friend,and he invited me in...We talked quite a bit,like where i stay and what i'm currently doing...He told me that he's fine with me being friends with Nora...And if i'm serious bout her,just be frank with him...Of course i just said friends...

Hmm...Tomorrow is the start of a week full of trainings in preparation for P.O.I(Protection Of Installation)...The training will be held at Clementi camp on Mon to Wed... Thurs will be a rest day,and will be having ICCT(Individual Close Combat Training) in camp on Fri...Dreadful range will be held on Sat...Urgh....The P.O.I is from 9th May to 30th May,and my company is attached to Changi Airport...That means i will be patrolling in the airport itself...Sounds intresting to me...Wonder what it will be like...

bOre

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PuffY eYes

2006-04-19T22:31:00.000+08:00

Going thru a reali bad time right now...Havin one of those damn quarrels again...Y cant she juz understand my situation...Dat i'm workin...Not ez to explain everything to her clearly...N she has a tendency to forget wad i say after some time...She always insists she's right...Even though she's clearly in the wrong...She likes to twist my words to her advantage...In fact,she has verbally abused me so many times...It hurts,esp my male ego...Yet i kept quiet all this while,cos i love her...I really do...She scolded me F*** juz now,and ended everything by calling me stupid...What have i done to her?Do i deserve this?I gave her everything,heart and soul...Did everything for her...Cried so hard just now...Dunno wad else i gonna do...Someone out there know how crazy i can be...

NEXT DESTINATION........DEPRESSTATION

1st praCticLe

2006-04-19T00:17:00.001+08:00

Had my 1st bike prac juz now...It was great,kind of nervous though...Took me some time to get used to the controls...Alamak,sound like game plak...Haha...Aniwae,i was starting to get the kick...1 unfortunate thing happened...Some brainless guy juz cut into my lane w/o checking on his blind spot,n end up banging into me...Damn pissed off...It end up looking as if i was the fool cos he's 1 lesson above me...DAMN!!! but aniwae,it felt good..Can't wait till i complete everyting and get my license...WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!!

Almost forgot...Ran into cikgu Hanita juz now at GOmbak...She was with her son...Hmm...Kind of miss skool wen i saw her...Aiyah,but i got no heart to go back to skool...SIANZ...

raIny Day

2006-04-17T16:23:00.000+08:00

iT's the saMe raIny daY agaIn...hmm....completed my theory lessons yest...was damn shag cos i took all 4 at a go...its 1hr40min per lesson...hmm...next is my 1st prac lesson,dat is tomoro...hmm...i wonder how it wil be...today hav been a buzy day...have been testing equipments all day long...hmm...shall end here,nid to kol my gf...c ya anuder day...

finalLy

2006-04-12T19:02:00.000+08:00

Yay!!!Finally went 2 BBDC yest to enrol 4 my bike license...So excited bout it...Kind of dreamt bout it yest night...hahakz...Went der wif my GF,SAz & Harry...HMm...we will be takin all the theory lessons this Sunday...Aiming to get my license by this July...Then straight away get a bike...Mayb will be getting Spark 135...wah...so excited...hehe

goIn 2 sLp

2006-03-23T02:09:00.000+08:00

goin 2 slp after dis...wanna sae dat i'm bck wif nora...we r hepi nw...wait a minute,is anyone even reading dis???arh,wad d hell...

cOnfuseD

2006-03-21T11:18:00.001+08:00

Nora msg me yest...she told me dat her bf has lied 2 her.She found out dat he hadn't broke up wif his ex-gf...In d 1st place,wer did she get 2 noe dis jerk???Den she told me dat she's meetin him wif his 12 frens 2dae???4 wad???wad if sumtin happen?She said noone care bout her animore...I told her dat i stil lurve her...N dats true...I'm goin over 2 her hse 2dae...Wanna tok 2 her b4 she do anitin foolish...Hmmm...but wer d hell do i get d guts 2 knock on her door..?!I'm in dilemma rite nw...Wad shuld i do..?Hey,i stil lurve her...Dun wan anitin bad 2 happen 2 her...HELP!!!!!

caN't sLp

2006-03-20T01:05:00.000+08:00

i stil nt in d mood 2 slp yet...btw,here's d latest news on my family prob...dat bstd is @ home nw...he shuld b lying on d bed rite nw,wif his leg in cast...his uncle came dwn yest n we had a thorough talk...den my mum send him 2 d hospital 4 his leg...she was told he fractured one of his bone...i'm still furious but d whole ting nw...one ting 4 sure,if it ever happens again...i'm gonna kill him personally...

cHeateD

2006-03-20T00:22:00.000+08:00

currently in camp...i fil so cheated 4 d past 3mnths+...she said dat she cant 4get me...dats all bullshit...went 2 her zorpia n her display pic has been changed.wer once stood my pic beside hers has been replaced wif her new beau...n its barely 3 daes since we broke up...nw i gues all her words in d past 3mnths+ were all lies...haiz...i hav alwaes been hurt by gerls...n she have d heart 2 juz walk away nw dat i hav big prob...so much 4 bein faithful...4 wad?i tink i hav learn my lesson...(hopefully)

deBut

2006-03-17T14:30:00.000+08:00

i'm currently in camp....everyone is out,having nite's off...i decided 2 stay here since i got nowhere 2 go...had a damn big fight yest.Beat up dat bstd(my stepdad) real bad.He tried 2 cheat my mum time and again.Dis time,he was caught in d act.He was lured into d woman's hse n got trapped.Btw,dis woman(NA2) is married wif 4 daughters n a few other step-children.N dis woman claimed dat it was a 1 sided affair.Who the hell is gonna take her words 4 it?Btw,d 'trap' was planned by my mum herself.My mum ask NA2 2 msg him,sayin dat her husband isn't @ home n ask dis bstd 2 come over...FYI,dis bstd hasn't come home for a few days after quarelling wif my mum.Back 2 d story.Dis bstd borrowed $ frm his mum 2 take a cab 2 NA2 hse.When he reached NA2's hse,she locked him in.All dis while,her husband(J),her kids and her step son was hiding in a locked room w/o dis bstd knowing.After a while,her stepson(aged mid 20s) decide 2 reveal himself.As a result,dis bstd got his 1st beating from dat guy.His second beating was by me when i step into NA's hse wif my mum.My youngest uncle appeared bout 1/2 hour later.Dat was wen i found out dat he has been badmouthing bout my mum 2 everyone.He even told his sis,his mum n NA2 dat he has divorced my mum.Dat was nt true at all.Amazingly,J didn't hit him at all.He was calm most of d time.But we know wads on his mind.Dis bstd gonna get it real bad wen he's seen outside.For nw,tings ae put on hold till everyone cn get together again 2 settle dis prob.But 1 thing for sure,me,my uncle J is nt going 2 let him off.

heaRtbrOken

2006-03-17T01:50:00.000+08:00

Just put down d fon wif my gf...Nw she's my ex-gf...i told her d whole story wad happened yest...Told her hw i m goin 2 b from now onwards...In the end,she told me that she's nt willing 2 be in a relationship like tis...So we decided to go our seperate ways...SIGH...Now i'm all alone...